All Stressed OUT!

Everything is sooo stressing it's NOTTT funnyyy anymore!! 8 more weeks and my EDUCATIONAL experience is HOPEFULLY going to be OVER!!!! I remember exactly four years ago, I came back home after my FIRST day at university and cried my eyes out because i HATEDDDDD going there and I didnt ever want to end up there!! Now on the other hand, I dont HATETETETE it like I used to but I strongly dislike it and if it wasnt for my friends and especially my friend sho0sh honestly god knows how long I wouldve lasted there! I suspect maybe a week MAX!!! but anyways now the long stressful annoying sickening journey is hopefully gunna END!

I'm having a parttyy on the 26th of April it's exactly what my friends and I need right now! we're all so bored and lazy and we're so sluggish so we need something to get us all so happy and excited so we can work properlyy lol the theme is a "nerd and geek party" so basically everyone needs to come dressed as a nerd or a geek hehe that shud be FUUN!! I bought a cuteeeee dress it's nerdyy but pretty and i already have in mind all the accesories I wanna wear and how I wanna have my hair and make up done! Tables/Chairs/Food and all is ordered and READY! I invited most of the people I wantt now only a couple are left I'll invite them tomorrow or the day after! *I've been saying that for the last 5 days*

Today I was sitting with my dad and he was huggingg mee and telling me how much he loves mee when all of a sudden he held my hand in the SAMEEEE exact way my Grandma used to.. I never mentioned this on my blog but my grandma passed away shortly after the last post I wrote about her.. Allah yer7amha.. so anyways and I didnt want to mention it because its not like he forgot about her but I didnt want to remind him at that point in the day and then out of the blues, he started telling me how He misses my grandmother and he started saying little prayers for her! I started fidgeting with my phone so that he doesnt see me try so hard to push the tears away but since my head was on his chest I know he knew I was going to break down so I pretended like I needed to gooo shower *hehe* I accept the fact that she's gone and I'm not saying WHYYY or it's not like I'm against anything because I KNOW this is everyones fate but..

I just miss her presence
I miss sitting next to her
I miss the way she'd hold my hand and just play around with my rings
I miss the way she'd tell me "fedait roo7ech" everytime I said something nice to her
I miss the way we used to hugg her and smile when she cries because we remembered her with something like food/clothes/perfumes ect
I miss the way she used to get so excited when it's time for her to put 7ena on her hand
I miss this feeling of just knowing it's SOOO safe because she's around
I miss her so much and it feels like everything I'm saying isnt enough but honestly NOTHING can explain or describe how much I miss her..
I love her SOOOOOOOOOOO much and I wish I showed her how much I loved her when she was still here.. I really hope she's in a better place right now.. It's weird but people say you "eventually forget" but I wouldnt be exxagerating if I said not a day has passed by and I didnt think of her especially before I go to sleep.. I love and miss her more than words can ever say.. *sniff*

It's been a LONGGG time..!!!

*dusssst* Long time NO update! I kinda miss this place :) Alot and not Alot has happend since I last updated! I'm nearly finished from my internship meaning I'll go back to Uni soon meaning I'll graduate soon! 11weeks and 2 days and COUNTING! Seriously I can't wait!!! 4years are ENOUGH!!! When it comes to WORK or UNI i'd rather go to uni because it's MORE flexible and I can sleep and not go to class or just sit with my friends and ignore everything that we need to do but with work it's like the clock is ticking! but el7emdilla the people I work with are ammazing they are very friendly,understanding and well theyr're fun! Two of my really good friends work with mee but one of them is always super busy and she kinda takes work SOOO seriously but the other one shes ammazingg!!! I couldnt even imagine how miserable my 12 weeks wouldve been without her! She's FUUUN and she makes me laugh all the time when I am annoyed from something at work she's ALWAYS there to lsn! We leave and go EAT for HOURSSSS and it's just ammmazing having her there!!!! I've been thinking of going to masters school right after I graduate and my dad is pushing me to actually do so! I don't want to take a BREAK because then I'll just get lazyyy and just feel like doing nothing!

21 to be! thats MEEEEEE.. hehe I always thought of age as "just a number" except when I turned 13 I was SOOOOO happy I became a TEEENAGERR! I guess back then you think you'd be soooo different and it was COOOL to be a teenager! then the next transition was when I was turning 19 lol I kept thinking was there anything else I wanted to try or do when i was still a TEENAGER! lol My friend makes me think that 21 is a MILESTONE lol but I guess it kinda is in places that age makes a big differencee! so mMmm.. if today is the 21st of march, then my bday is in a MOnth and 6 dayz!!! so thats 36 dayzz! The count down beginzzz ;)

MOTHERS DAAAAAAAY!!! lol Yesterday I was watching Tv with my mom we were watching this tv show that brought a mother and her daughter together after 27yrz of them NOT seeing each other! My mom couldnt hold back her tears lol I thought it was funny but she told me I'll never understand until I get a daughter of my own! I layed down on the couch and had my head on her lap she kept playing with my hair and I just closed my eyes and honestly I felt soo warm and loved that I just felt like a little new born kitten lol that souunds silly but I just realized that I just dont show my mom how much I appreciate everything that she does!!! She does so much for me but I don't even bother being EXTRA nice!! I found out yesterday that when my sister and I travelled last summer without her she cried so many times until we came back!! I thought that was sooo cutee but I told her that OK NEXT TIME I WONT GOOO!! I mean she wants us to go but she's such a worry beE! Today, and Alwaaaaays I love her!!!!!

My friend Sh0osh and I are actually commited to the GYM!! we went 3 times last week and once this week and we're going tomorrow too! it's FUUUUUUN and we feel soooo hyperrrr and fresh once we leave it's just GOOOOOOD!! and by going we get to see each other so thats a gooood thing since we're not doing our internships in the same place!

One of my friends is originally Persian so today they celebrate something that they call NAIROOZ it's kinda like their new years and it's the day that Spring STarts! I never kneww that but you see thats why it's always gooood to have multicultural friends cuz you learn! Sooo.. HappPpy Nairo0oz MiiMiikOoOo ;)

That's all Folks! I'll update s0on so Keep Checking! *hugz*

A quick UPDATE!

o0w i realized I didnt blog for a couple of dayz and now I have a couple of spare mins so I'll use them! My grannys been really tired :( she's at the hospital right now I feel kinda guilty that I'm not always there for her so now I'm trying my best.. Allah eyshafeeha inshallah but now she has semi-kidney failure and her heart is bigger than the size that it should be :( I hate to see her in pain but then again El7emdillah 3ala kil 7aaL.. My friends little bully and foofz have been AMMMAZING they've been continously asking about her and little do they know how much I appreciate it! I love them to bits :)

The other day my little sister was telling me how she has alot of friends with parents that passed away and they tell her you don't understand how it feels and she said "YES I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THEY FEEL AND I DON'T WANT TO EVER UNDERSTAND".. I was trying to make her understand that death is something we should accept even when it doesnt happen but I was speaking and I wasnt convinced because one of the hardest things for a person to accept is death so I really hope she just understood and belived in what I said :/ Oh well.. Allah eyshafi kil mree'6 w yer7am kil mayit mn mawta el muslimeen ya rab..

University is nearly over!! Time flies and I'm soo glad it does! I'm hoping that now in the holiday I'd go to the gym if not EVERYDAY then every other day! My sisters are tagging along I'm guna bully them into comming :P I'm also guna bully my bro to go to the gym wallah being healthy is GOOOOD and you feel fresh and light and clean and in our family we have a history of cholesterol and blood presure and diabetes so we shud be careful!! hehe I know I'm probably freaking out more than I shud but it's better to be safe that sorry!

Retail Therapy *a term i love* it's ammazing how much stresss can be releived just by shopping!! you go in with ur blo0od boilingg and ur nerves twitching and you buy buy buy and then it works just like a charm! you leave with ur blo0d at normal temp and ur nerves relaxed! ;p o0w speaking of relaxation I saw tips and toes at marina mall I kinda liked the atmosphere in it! and I saw "neck and upper back massage" aaaaaahh sounds like something I really need now now NOWWWWWWW :P

Today @ lunch we ALL sat together! it's WEIRD hehe cuz we never do anymore cuz I come back at 4 everyday my lil sis at 3 my dad at 2 my elder sis at 5 and my bros isnt here hehe so today we were alllll here at lunch timee! It's niceeee I misss those old days when we'd all sit at lunch together! :P Anyways so my dad wants BarBeq'd steak for dinner so Im guna go to spinneyzz in a while and buy stuff for BarbEq! I love shopping at abela and spinneyzz 90% of the time I grocery shop at abela and 7% at SPinneyz and 3% at Co-Op! I HATE CO-OP AND CAREFOUR!! most of the people there are rudeee and theyre soo pushy and ekkh I just dont like iT!!

I watched 40yr old virgin yesterday! I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOo surprised they played it here nd it wasnt censored :S although it was 18+ I still felt very uncomfortable at many times but theres a part where he goes into the waxing salon I laughed like I neverrrrrrrrrr laughed be4 I was cryingg hehe I guess EVERYONE at the movies was! it was HILLLLLLARIOUS!!! :P But all in all I think that kinda movie SHOULDNTTTTTTT be played in public!!!! :S

I'll wait for athaan then I'll goooo groceryyy shoppingg *i love doing that* lol i'll update more laterz!

luv,

noOnz

Just one of those dayz!

LONG LONG LONG DAY AT UNI..!! I slept yesterday at 4:30am and woke up at 7 and got ready and went to uni.. Be4 I went to uni I was putting my bo0ks and stuff in my car when I saw a guy comming running towards me with a bag he said he found it under his truck and he doesnt know what to do! I didnt know if I should touch it or if I shouldnt bs I just took it and opened it and it had a womens passport/lisence/health card/5ela9at qaid and SO Much of those important stuff!! So I called my parents and had to wake my dad up and then he dealt with the whole issue :/ Anyways my morning class was cancelled but my friends and I worked on a project thats worth 200 points of our final grade! We worked worked worked soo much until we were dead tired we were starving and we stayed until 6:30!! I love my 3 uni buddies {Little Bully-Sho0osh and fo0ofz} honestly no1 understands us better than each other! I'll miss seeing them everyday when we graduate! bs yah thank god for phones and seeing each other and everything!

I'm analyzing a companys financial statements and I had to call them today cuz me and my teacher were not sure of something cuz theyre statments look kinda fishy.. So after waiting forever until I actually got someone on the line, I told him where I was calling from and I asked him who he was so I know who I'm talking to then he said "YA3QOOB" anyways I ignored the fact that he didnt answer my question and asked him my financial question politely then *he's soo rude* he asked me where I am from? I asked him why? He said don't you speak arabiic!?!? 1st of all, you DONT ask a person you don't know where they are from and second its NON OF UR BUSINESS WHAT LANGUAGE I CHOSE TO SPEAK!!!!!! then I told him yah I do but my arabic isnt that good so he said "proceed" in the rudest tone ever!!! I think he woke up with a bad temper today so anyways I wasnt going to tolerate his rudeness so I passed the phone over to my teacher who spoke to him andd also my teacher thought that guy was ANNOYING!! *ekkhh*

mMmM o0h yaa My school friends are back cuz its Xmas time around where they are and it's also midyear break! yaay i love my school friends cuz theyre my childhood friends and as many friends that I make those people are still the speciaL onez always and forever ;)

List of thingies tO doOo:-

1- Meeting at 12 with my investment group TOMORROW
2- Essay to read TOMORROW
3- Fix up corp. finan. project TOMORROW
4- Lead. Exam TUESDAY
5- Econ. Research SATURDAY
6- Country Profile WEDNESDAY

Ok enough! lol that's not even ALL I have to go to uni at 7 tomorrow cuz last week I was absent and I have a hw for my 10ocklock classsss :@

hehe I feel like such a NERDY always talking about my things to go for uni but wallah I wish I did them all on time and didnt leave things for last minute! bs yallah thats how I am and how i'll always be! Now me go sleep a bit then I'll have to wake uup at 3am and study my stuff lol "talk about messed up sleeeping schedule!" *SniFF*

I fell in love with this arabic thing!
مش مهم انك بعيد المهم انك بخير و الامهم انك دايما فى قلبى

luv,
noOnz

It's a FULL house!!

Aww today I woke up seeing my brother standing right on top of my head saying SURPRISEE I'M HERE AND I HAVE A GIFT FOR YOUUU!!! lol since it was around earlyy morning I just waved and smiled and took my gift and cuddled and slept again hehe he said he'll talk to me when I wake up hehe.. he always does this! wakes me up with a gift aww only he left and came everyday I'd have soo many gifts :P My dad came hours later because they both came on different airlines hehe and so then came my dads gifts! I LOVEDDDDD them my most favorite thing he got was a powerpufff girls keychain!! The rest of the stuff were typical (bags/perfume/and stuff like that) but wowww I LOVEEEE that powerpuff girls keychain its the cutest!! I have an ugly burberyz keychain that I use now because it suits my wallet and my car lol but now that keychains goinggg away and my cute gorgeous powerpuff keychain is guna replace it!

Aww it's been a while since we've all beeen together it was kinda weird and funny at first! Today I was telling my parents how it's so weird we have VERYYY little of the men in our family here! All the girls study here but the guys london/australia and now our last one thats here is going to america and the kids are still in scho0L.. hehe In every house theres a sob storyy cuz the boys are the "only" son or cuz "theyre so far away" :p I tease my little sister now cuz now she's not guna get as much attention from my mom lol and her being the youngest LOVEEESSSS my moms attention and now since my bros here my moms soooooooo in love with him since she doesnt see him except in holidays (not like she doesnt call him EVERY single day) lol my mom tells me to STOP annoying my little sister cuz she's sensitivee and she's jelous but she won't show it LOL she thinks i'm the jelous one but I'm daddyzzz little girlliee and I was never mommyyzz little girliee so I have noo problem with her spoiling him hehe :p Anyyyyyyyywayss........

Yesterday I watched the family stone! I liked it but not SOOOOO much! It doesnt leave you in a lovey dovey mo0od! Then i shopped a bit with sho0osh then she went with her family and I went grocery shopping for stuff to barbeQ at homee then BarbeQ'd :p the weather was ammazing yesterday! Today my sister wanted to go watch King Kong but I have to studyyy!! so I said I'd sit homee lol * I didnt study yet * but I'm hoping I will before I have to go out at 6! Today we'll barBeQ again! lol Yess we bought a neww BarbeQ stove thingiee so now everyday we barBEq bs its HEALTHY and I'm such a health freak now that I wouldnt mind doing it everyday!

Soo much blaabblinggg :P 18 days and i FINISH my semester at uniii aww I REALLYYY can't wait but I'm sooo not looking forward to my finals!! I hate studying my brain freeezes! Ok I'll sshhh and I won't complain! I can't wait to go on my Internship because once I go, I'm guna have a fixed sleeping schedule, I'll sleep so early and wake up fresh and earlyyy and have time to shower and get fixed and have a proper breakfast and then go *wow sounds like a dream come true* hehe I HATETETETETETE rushing but sadly, eveery SAT/MON/WED I rush to uniii :p

Today I pampered myself! I was at this lecture last week and this lady told us how to do face masks stuff at home to get gorgeous beautiful skin and one of the stuff were to put honey and lemon over ur face and leave it for a while then wash it and put rose water on ur skin! it smells soooooooo good and now when I feel my skin it feels like baby skin!! She told us that this is in the "6eb el nabawy" so it's a natural reallyy good thing and it works! so yaah try it and your face would feel like baby skin *yaay*

Speaking of baby stuff! I miss my babyy look alike! she's soo cutee now she goes to nursery and she's only two hehe i wuv her more than anything in this universeee :P so a couple of days ago, they did her little tiny braids and the ADORABLE thing is that sometimes when I don't feel like spreading my hair but I want to do something to it I do those little tiny braids so! and when she did them I felt connected to her even more! lol it's freaky how much she looks like me but Thank god she does cuz it makes me love her more *wat a silly reason* bs mMM it's something I can't explain!

Oh well guess that's it for now! I'll write some other timee lol that was fuun though ;)

luv,

noOnz

Fighting to keep my eyes open!

My title says it all hehehe.. I just noticed that in all my posts I have to nagg about something so this post won't be any different! hehe I dont remember the last time I had a LONGGGG day! I was at uni from 10-4 continious and then I came back home at 4:20'ish and rested and had lunch and then went out at 6 and I came back home at 10:30 *phew* My sister and I were trying to find my mom a bday gift we went EVERYWEREEE and I got soo tired and I was being such a baby just nagging that we should just buuy anything cuz I was soo tired and sleepy but we managed to get her a gorgeous necklace from Dammas's Manthoora collection it's so pretty and unique! We came back home and when we first went out my mom was out already so when we were on our way back home she called us and asked where we were *we went out without permisiion* hehe cuz she was out already and we didnt want to tell her we're going out cuz she'll know we're going to get her something! anyways, so I told her "but..u were out thats why.." then she kept asking mee if i KNOWWW i should call her mobilee thats what its there for lol bs anyways I managed to get away with it :$

We surprised her and she was sooo shocked! lol I think she was about to cry hehee she loved the necklace thank god! She's the cutest mommyy in the world LOL hehe my dad sent her flowers and she says shes guna dry and keep them because it's the first time ever that she gets a gift from him when he's not here! aww Allah ey5leeehum 7g b3'6 w Allah layfreghum inshallah *ameen* hehehe tuff tuuff lol jk ;p

I have my exam tomorrow I'm kinda freaking out cuz I forgot kilshai I hope I wake up and go to university early and study! I reallyy need to do good! cuz the last exam i REALLY messed up hehe.. One good thing is that I've been drinking ALOT of water lately! I'm soo happy for me! cuz not only does it make me feel healthier bs my skin gets soo clear and niceee so yaah Me wuvs water!

I have something else to say about something I learnt in a lecture today bs my eyes are closingg now lol so i'll add it tomorrow inshallah :P snuggly cuddly wuddly time! sweet dreamz!

luv,
noOnz

Feeling Fuzzy

I HATE MY SLEEPING DISORDERS!!!!!! I slept at around 2am and woke up at 5:30 and I PRAYEDDDDD lol that's one good thing that happened today I'm soo glad I finally did ON TIME! anyways then my alarm rang at 6am and then shOosh called at around 6:10 I was supposed to wake up and shower and then leave my house at 7sharp and pick her up and go to uni to study! I managed to pick her up at around 7:30 and we went I was FREEZING.. I love being warm and cuddly in the morning and I really dont like it when I get SOOOO cold! We studied at uni until our classtime and the whole time my head was killing me *sniff* I went to class and started answering my test questions when i felt reallyyyy sick I asked my proffesor to excuse me! He did and said we'll reschedule my exam date *thank god* I went to the clinic to check on my blood sugar cuz I was feeling soo dizzy and my head hurtt turns out its 88 and the range is 70-lowest and 140-highest so el7emdilla i'm on the very safe side! I guess it's just lack of sleep and pressure that made me feel the way I did! My head still kinda hurts but it's MUCHH better nowww :)

I was watching tv today and I saw the arab/australian conflict thing going on in sydney! it sucks how things are becomming but what I loved the most is that the Australians are sticking up for the Arabs and the police are with the arabs and they will NOT tolerate ANYYY behavior from this sort from the australians! And so yah our house phone hasnt been quiet it's been rining and ringing asking about my bro and dad! bs theyre not in Sydney so theres nothing to worry about :)

More on tv, I was watching this car show on dxbtv and they had a comparison between the Infitnitii and the Taureg and they said nice things about the infinitiii bs still they were making the taureg look nicer and better to buy! *GRRRRRRRRRRR* lol they also said it was more expensive! is it? I always thought the infinitii was more expensive! bs anyways what matters the most is that i LOVEE it no matter what and thats all what countss ;p

I wanna watch chicken little i heard it's TOOOOOO cute! I loved finding nemo, ice age, lilo and stitch, shrek and those.. so i guess im guna loveeeeeee chicken little too! can't wait until the weekend! I just hope they don't remove it by then hehe :p I still didnt buy my mom a bday gift i'll have to go buy her something tomorrow I'm still confused about what to get her! I was thinking i'd wait until my bro and dad come and then we'd all go and get a family picture and give it to her! along with other stuff bs ekkh that would take soo much time and until they come it would take forever so I dont think thats a good idea! MAybe i'd end up getting her a bag or something bs thats so not personal bs I guess she'll like it! or I'd buy her a FULL day at the spa with massages and manicure pedicure and facials and the WHOLEE packagee! so mMmm.. yah ill check what to get herrrr :)

My teacher is meant to come and help me out in a project and he was meant to come at 8 then he said he got unexpected visitorss and so he said he's guna come at 9:30 it's 9:26 noww! I hope he's punctual!!! :P I was never punctual until I started driving and I used to be lateee or earllyyy or anything depends on my mood bs now I realized how annooying it can be when people are LATEE lol so yah I try my best :$

Oh well that's it for noww! Nothing sooo interesting today but still I had to blog cuz I'm hoping I'd do so everydayyy :p

luv,
noOnz